I should drink less...

So after ignoring Seth (the guy who I said was so "busy" all the time) for about a week or so, I finally gave in and answered one of his text. It's so funny how guys, or people in general I suppose, only want what is hard to obtain. We've hung out 4 out of the last 5 days. Suddenly, he's not too busy for me anymore. Despite him working for 60 hours this week, he still has time for me. It's great that I feel like I'm finally a factor in his life, that he wants to spend his spare time with me.

But unfortunately last night my neighbor Al (Ooo side story!!*) was pushing the jag bombs on me really hard, and I was pretty buzzed. Then I went to my friend Keri's who has a hot tub, and invited Seth to come over. He came over and things were fine, until I got even MORE drunk off a bunch of wine, and now my memory is pretty fuzzy of the events of the end of the night. I don't like getting really drunk around guys I want to date, most people don't find a drunk ass attractive. And the chances that I made an ass out of myself or was just all around annoying are high. God, I hope I didn't mess things up again, and have to ignore him for another week or two. I REALLY like having him around :).

Update: OH Thank god. Seth is at work right now, so I texted him "Sorry if I was annoying at all last night" and he said I wasn't!!!! Saved. But from now on I should maybe try to keep my tendency to get embarrassingly drunk on the DL while he's around.

*Side story!!! My neighbor Al and I get along really well and I like partying with him! Now he ruined it by asking me out on a date. It makes things awkward, there is NO way he is my type and call me shallow I don't care, but I know I am much higher than him on the scale of attractiveness. My other neighbor Blaine did this to me too. I don't understand why when I'm friends with a guy, they all think they can get with me. Plus it makes the friendship uncomfortable.