Oh man, its been a month!?

Damn, almost a month since my last post! Fucking finals! I had about 6 papers to write, no fun at all. Now I am officially living at home for the summer. I moved back on Saturday evening. Starting my long long summer away from Seth. Luckily for you it's only been like 3 days since I've seen him last, so I don't miss him too much yet, and won't yammer on and on about it. I might be seeing him on Thursday anyway, since he has to drive through this area he might stop by. My friends and I are also planning our yearly week long trip to my friend Marie's cabin. It's my favorite week of the year. And Seth will be joining us this year! Yay for Boyfriend/Friend bonding!!

Oh, and remember Al? My neighbor? He just got his 4th dwi, and is now going to prison for 4 years. Damn. What a catch. Maybe I should have dated him when I got the chance. Not.

Although I am sad because he was sure as hell fun to party with, and always got me into the bars, even though I'm not 21, and don't have a fake. He wouldn't have been my neighbor anyway, because I'm moving next year with 2 friends that I'm pretty sure I'll like living with a lot more than my current roommate Bree. She's fun to party with, but not such a good roommate. These other two girls are pretty clean though, and I'm afraid I'll be the messy one. Their names are Megan and Keri. Megan and I lived together in the dorms freshman year, and got a long great so I know I can live with her. And me and Keri have been friends since elementary school, so next year should be all time.

A few days before I moved out, my ex Mason came over to pick up some stuff he had left at my apartment, and I had been dreading having him stop over. It sounds crazy, but even though I don't have romantic feelings for him anymore, we have great sexual chemistry, and I was doubting my resisting abilities. Every time we hang out since our break up, it leads to us hooking up. He always initiates, but for me he is hard to resist, and I'm not sure why. It's not a looks thing, or that he is even all that charming. He's a great kisser though, and great at everything else. Once he touches me I feel powerless.

So when he came over I knew what he was expecting. So I gave him his things and then he asked for a hug. Harmless right? We're still friends, so I hugged him. Once I pulled away a little bit, he went in for the kiss. Thinking as fast as I turned my head and he ended up kissing my ear??? It was weird, and he asked what was wrong. I told him I was dating someone and Mason seemed surprised I wasn't going to go for it with him anyway. After that he pretty much bolted for the door as we said some awkward goodbyes. About a half hour after he left he texted me "I'm proud of you." I asked him what he meant, and all he said was "You're a good person."

So thats been the highlights of the last few weeks, I'm sure there is much more, but I don't wanna make this too long. I'll try to keep up more.

Peace!
Shay