Monday, March 31, 2008

Time to move on?

I've been unofficially dating this guy since late January, and I'm finally starting to get a little fed up with the way this "relationship" (if you can even call it that) is going. I think I'm about ready to finally throw in the towel. I don't feel like answering his next call or text. Which is something I've never done with a guy, just cut them off completely. But for some reason that's what I feel like doing. I'll most likely give in eventually.

So we've been seeing each other since January, and at first he had some major drama going on in his life, so I tried to give him space and all that jazz. Now its been 2 months, and all that is cleared up. But yet I still only see him once a week. Twice if I'm lucky. I understand he has a pretty busy schedule, but I think after two months I deserve a little more attention, don't you? I actually got much more when we first started dating. He also likes to call me when he's drunk, which was kinda cute at first, but now I'm sick of him only wanting to call me at 2 am. So I'm officially moving on. Although we never had "the talk" and decided to be exclusive, I really haven't dated anyone else since we started dating. But now I have decided to actively start dating. My neighbors friend has been asking me out for weeks and keep putting him off, and my friend's cousin was coming on STRONG to me last Saturday night. I realized I avoid even first dates with guys, and I'm really picky with who I would even consider dating, but it might be time to loosen up. Neither of those guys are super Casanovas but they deserve a chance right? And it will help keep my mind off "busy boy." Until he can give me the attention I deserve, I guess I'll just have to get it from other guys.