Look! I'm off to a good start eh? Two days in a row! I still have not resolved my Seth problem. Here's my current plan. I'm going to ask him to hang out tonight, via text message. He will. Then try my damn hardest to be platonic with him. He'll probably ask whats up, and we'll talk about it. We'll see how that goes. I hope I can stay strong! He can usually talk me into thinking things are OK. Damn men.
The real question is, do I go to his place, so I can leave whenever I want, or have him come to my place, and then make up some excuse when I want him to leave. I'm thinking my place. Something about my own turf makes me feel less vulnerable. Hopefully my roommate is around tonight. That always kills the mood. haha. Oh the silly games we play.
So even though it may SEEM like I just sit and obsess over Seth, I too have been dating a bit. And have some MAJOR crushes. Well one or two in particular. The first guy I major crushing over is named Darren and he is sooo cute. We sit next to each other in a class and we talk. But he really hasn't made any other moves on me too make me think he's interested in me. Thats what I'm waiting for. Ask me for my number! Ask me to do something this weekend! WHATEVER!! He is single, I actually confirmed this today, so that means my crush is now full on. I'll keep you updated on Darren, although I won't see him til monday. He seems like a good fit for me.
The other guy I really like is named Josh. We're dressing up as a couple for Halloween. It was his idea too. Adorable right? Kinda coupley thing to do though. He told me like two weeks ago he really liked me, and hasn't really had much progress since them. Ive been trying lately not to go after guys as much as I used to, but decided to let them chase me. Im not afraid of being forward, but these guys need to put in some effort too!
Anyway the problem with Josh is #1 I'm longtime friends with one of his roommates, one of them is my roommate ex, and the other is Josh's brother who i made out with in a drunken frenzy last year. Whoops. #2 I don't think he's really MY type. He's cute, he's sweet, a little shy... blah blah blah. This is the kinda guy I always go for because they seem safe. The sweet, shy type which is total opposite of me. Opposites may attract, but that doesn't mean that you are right for each other. Josh NEVER goes out, he'll party at his place if his roommates are having people over, but even then he's pretty quiet. I think I would prefer someone a bit more outgoing. Maybe I can get him out of his shell. We'll see.
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